QUOTE(fucari67 @ Feb 8 2005, 08:43 PM)
i said i was sorry i coundt help it.......

Yes, ... you could have helped it. Its called "self control". And an individual must be held accountable for thier own actions. This is the
real world not your high school. Just because it "hurts your feelings" or "lowers your self esteem", doesnt mean its not going to be held against you. It will be. Promotions and pay raises depend on good performence, not because you feel you "deserve" it. The real world is harsh, its unfair. Things happen when your not prepared for them. (haveing gear in your research vehicle, not your car, for instance)
Deal with it.
But because of your own failures and short comeings, you lash out at others. Thats very hypocritical. People with your attitude give those of us who work hard at this, a bad name. Its also your attitude that keeps good people with a report, to stay silent. It keeps good photos behind closed doors, spoken of in low whispers between life-long trusted friends.
Yes, show us your stack of recordings, pictures, anything you may have, since your the "expert".